Yesterday I moved to what is going to become my new home for atleast half a year, but I suspect it will be even longer. But I feel alot lighter and the anxiety that has been quite heavy on me the past week is almost gone. All that is left now is starting my new job tomorrow. As my confidence will grow back so will creativity and I expect everything to be running as usual quite soon.
Since I am to tired to use my camera at the moment I offer you this picture of a plate filled with delicious food.
(though the clams was honestly a bit dry..)
These past days have been slow, very slow. My mind has been circulating trying to redefine myself and the purpose of my being in Göteborg. The feeling of being on visit is fading, and the realization of that I am probably going to be here a much longer time than I intended is starting to become real.
The mood of mine is also because of painful departure from school, the great affection I had for it and the life we lived there. This picture of me from the last evening we spent at the island.
But this like everything else is temporary.
One life ends and another one begins. Everything changes. Nothing will be replayed. The time has passed and I am no longer on this isolated forest island. I have returned back to my hometown Göteborg, the city which I escaped two years ago. And as I was yesterday denied my internship in palestine it is a bit of a carte blanche in life.